Lessons 3 and 4

Sitting in a place where you know there isn't anything there for you, where there are many places you would like to be or where you would want to or need to be, makes the rest of the day pretty boring. Take today for instance. Right now i am sitting in a room, a common room, which is the size of a bedroom, i am in a free period and can't wait for my lesson to start, not because i a m bored but because there is nothing more i would like to do right now then to just go home as soon as possible and dive into my bed and fall asleep before actually writing or attempting to write about two conversations which, to me, have no meaning or even purpose.
now I'm going to go and have a disregarding, meaningless lunch with...myself. well i always have preferred my own company to those of idiots (the rest of the world).

Sims in real life...

My dearest associates it is I. the one and only. The chosen one to tell you that your lives are pointless and empty and that in a couple years you will die and end up the way you started. fucked. Excuse the lingo, but it is true. i mean, lets face facts here, all we are is a game. our lives i mean. our lives are just a huge game of something like The Sims and we cant get out until someone up there gives us too little or too much to eat. and lets face it, its going to happen. one of these days your going to find a wad load of cash or a wheelbarrow full of something sweet and you re going to give yourself a heart attack! but for those of you reading this- don't worry you are completely safe. reading this blog is like a heads up into the world. its like one of the cheats on Grand theft auto- you know the one, where you can get the giant tank!- and so if you are reading this then know that your life will only turn out like the Truman show. so um...watch out for hidden cameras, ey? and don't go too wild on the round-abouts. and love your wife- shes getting paid full time for the show without a Christmas bonus!

how dare "they"!

So we've all heard of pier pressure. right? they talk about it all the time in those stupid assemblies and those idiotic talks they bring in specialists for. But they don't really tell you of pier pressures brother parent pressure do they? and why would they? they only inflict it themselves so why bad mouth it. i may be talking a load of bull but when do we get to decide how to run our lives? when do we make the decisions? when we're parents? how long will that take? years? decades even?! I know i may be sounding like the complete stereotypical twat they make teenagers out to be, but they are the only reason we've been given the name! because of them we have to suffer! because of them we have to obey rules we don't believe in! because of them we inflict thoughts on killing them and they blame the media for the violence that has been super imposed onto our minds! i know not many people read this (hi Lianna) and i know that its stupid of me to say what everyone is thinking, but its time to rebel people! now lets take out the flame torches, the pitch forks, the obnoxious banners and make ourselves into some of the best god damn demonstrators the world has ever seen!