My Minor Ambitions

Sometimes when I don't want to do something I end up not doing it. Not because I don't want to do it, but more because subconsciously i know that if i do it i wont do it properly. I know that it may not make any sense to you right now, but when you realise you're not doing something you don't want to do, you'll understand.

When i do end up doing something i don't want to do, though, i always find some way of cocking things up a little. Or a lot. In fact, i cock most things i don't want to do entirely. But it doesn't sadden me. It actually makes me realise i never really wanted to do it in the first place which eventually makes me do the thing I've always wanted to do, in the end. So it always works out! not always for the better and not always for the worst. it just works out.

Sometimes, i think the cast of Grey's Anatomy could use a person like me. Someone who talks total crap but it isn't crap that nobody understands, it's crap that actually makes sense. And that show needs some of the good crap before their audience begin admitting themselves to a mental institute.